Today I woke up feeling out of place. I don’t know if it’s my depression bring its ugly face around, my strange dreams, my relationships with people, or I am finally about to hit a brick wall.
Hip Abduction
110lbs x 15
114.5lbs x 15
130lbs x 12
130lbs x 12
Lateral Raise
20lbs x 12
20lbs x 12
30lbs x 12
30lbs x 10
Walking Lunges
25lbs x 10
25lbs x 20
30lbs x 20
35lbs x 12
I struggled with my walk today and usually feel the pull in my inner thighs and gluts but not today. Not sure if I was suppose to use lighter weights or heavier.
Short Bar Pull Downs
50lbs x 12
70lbs x 12
90lbs x 9
110lbs x 5
Front Raises
15lbs x 20
15lbs x 20
20lbs x 12
20lbs x 12
Leg Press
450lbs x 10
450lbs x 10
470lbs x 10
500lbs x 10
I can not believe how weak I have become. My cardio has really made me neglect my muscles.
I am going to try and head out for a jog later tonight. I hope I have the strength to do this, clean, pack for my trip, and get ready for tomorrow.
I need to find some peace and go back to yoga class.